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Sunday, December 18, 2005
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No picture today. I don't have one to post.
I am in Florida, though, where it is substantially warmer (currently 58 degrees) than Boston (currently 27 degrees). I'll take pictures soon, but today it was cloudy and not good picture taking weather.
Susan's party yesterday had its high points and its low points. I drank a lot - more than I should have. And for most of the time, people were talking to me. It was lonely when I was left by myself, though. And something that happened at the end really upset me. And I hate that it did. And I don't know what to do. At times, I think I just need to be patient, and things will work themselves out. Other times, I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I don't know what to do.
Susan, though, is a saint. She not only agreed to drive me to the airport at 5:30am this morning (after we went to sleep at 2:30, at her house - it was easier that way), but when someone parked behind her, she walked to my apartment a mile away to get my car.
Flying while hungover is not a good idea. I got very sick, and the flight was generally miserable. But JetBlue is nice - I'd love to fly it again. It was funny, because I spent the morning like I would have on any normal Sunday morning - I watched the news for a little while and then turned it over to TLC.
A week with my family is probably going to be a little rough. It's hard to admit that everyone is getting older and won't be around for much longer. I don't actually have a lot of experience with this. And it's putting a strain on everyone. First my mom's family, with my mom's mom, and now my dad's family, with my dad's dad. You want to make the most of the time you have with people, but it's hard with the bickering and the complaining. It's just sad. And difficult.
I need to rest now. I'm looking forward to getting some sleep tonight and not being hungover tomorrow. :-)
- Lizzardie, at 10:30 PM
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