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Why am I so sad??? I hate when I feel like this because it makes me go all weird and depressed and gloomy and just drives me up a wall because I so much rather feel happy and glad and cheerful and ready to tackle the world because I know I can do great things only right now I totally question whether it's all worth it or not because what the hell am I do here?
Now that I've finished that stream of consciousness run-on, here are the only good things that I can think of as of right now, and *gasp* they're all countdowns!
- 6 days until Grand Chapter in Knoxville, Tennessee and all the great Phi Sigma Pi motivating-make-me-want-to-come-back-to-Cornell-and-Beta-Nu-and-kick-ass spirit!
- 17 days until I get my license back and I never have to let anyone drive my car again, and believe me, I won't be. Forget all the people I've let drive my car, you'll have to be pretty damn responsible (in my eyes) and it had better be a special situation for me to hand over those keys once the suspension is over.
- 28 days until I turn 21 and am all legal. I just want to order wine with dinner, not feel guilty about casually drinking a Smirnoff with friends and not have driving off-limits because maybe I had a drink 2 hours ago, despite the fact that I'm not at all intoxicated.
I'm not looking forward to that drive home in 29 days, but I guess I'll live.
And tomorrow is a new day, so I'm going to wake up tomorrow and be my happy and cheerful self and everything will be good, because dammit I said so!
Or at least that's what my bedtime wish is..... =/
- Lizzardie, at 1:47 AM
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