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Finals and the semester are over, so here is the promised update (and I will try and keep them more frequent for awhile!).
I'm in complete denial about the semester being over. I think it has to do with friends graduating and moving on and things definitely not being the same. Never before have I been in a position where truly good, close friends of mine were graduating. I mean, these are people I spend a lot of my time with - it's like there's going to be a big hole where they used to be! I want to enjoy the next week or so while they're still here and I'm still here, and for that reason, I think I'm just going to pretend that it's not just a little time left. So sad!
I have no clue what I'm doing this summer. Not a good sign. It's funny, though - I've spent almost all of my life being extremely motivated, and that landed me in Connecticut, and that sucked....so I've regressed or something. I want to be carefree and reckless and just take life day by day, literally, and pray something works out for me. I got a taste of the real world, and it's just no good. If only I didn't have the car (which I love, even though I can't drive it) - then I really could be a little more carefree, and spend my last real summer doing something totally unproductive. Alas, I'll be working, it just hasn't been decided where, yet. So I'm not so carefree and reckless, because I'll be working in one of two places, both being internships in my field of study. Damn it all.
There is so much packing/cleaning/organizing to be done. Crystal said it'll probably take me the next week and half to do it all, and you know what? She's probably right. I have way too much stuff. I kinda wish I lived close enough to drive some of it home, so that I could get rid of it, but that's not happening, especially because I'm technically not allowed to drive (and I've been doing very very very little driving, don't worry - the longest distance I've driven is to Wegman's and back - a 5 mile trip maybe!).
I'm putting my life in danger and letting Crystal drive me to Syracuse tonight to pick up Vinny, who decided to go to Boston for a few days. It should be good - I'm in charge of picking a place for a Single's Club Dinner (Crystal's paying) and I think I'm going to pick Pizzeria Uno because it's in the mall (and I need new jeans) and I haven't had some good Chicago-pizza in a long time.
My roommates are slowly but surely leaving. Three are gone now. Stacy leaves on Friday. It'll be quiet once more. I like quiet. =)
I feel like I'm just rambling on and on and on and on, so I'll write more when I feel I have more interesting things to say!
- Lizzardie, at 12:58 PM
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