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I'm trying to find a bit more time to write. A few more weeks and it'll be summer and I'm sure I'll be back to posting every day, multiple times. Gotta love free time.
So....I keep getting these signs that things are not right in my life. Yesterday, I found out that my other little, Rachel, is also dropping from initiation. I'm really sad about that. Irving, my first little to drop, saddened me too, but due to some unfortunate circumstances in his life, I understood that he didn't find PSP a priority. Rachel dropping was completely out of the blue. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday - I talked to her everyone one of those days, either in person or via IM or email, and she seemed so enthusiastic. She arranged for the frat to have Adopt a Highway space - we even have a sign! I saw it! Everyone kept telling me what an awesome little I have, and now she's gone so suddenly. I understand why she left, and I don't want to force anyone to join the frat if they don't want to, but depsite her saying I'm a good big I still feel like kind of a failure. =( Life goes on, though, I guess.
Job/money for the summer search is not going so poorly I suppose. I have relatives looking for internships for me. And my dad called me yesterday to say that if I need help with car payments, he'll pay some for me. That's nice, even though I don't really like taking money from my parents. Rachel (from home) asked about how my license got suspended, so here's the details: you may remember that I got into a car accident in September. You may also remember that I got a speeding ticket in November. Said speeding ticket was not supposed to be reported to my state, according the to NYS courts (damn liars). It obviously did, and silly Illinois law says that if you're under 21 and you have 2 traffic violations in 24 months, your license is suspended. 3 months, starting yesterday. I did drive today, but for a not-far distance. And I hardly drive my car anymore anyways - it now resides in Herb's driveway and he drives it, even when I'm in the car - he has his own key (well, he has my spare key) and I don't even head towards the drivers side of the car anymore. Ahh well. Senior year, I lost my license when my wallet was stolen and I drove for approximately 3 months without any proof of license and never got caught on that, so we'll see.
So much work to do in the next coupla days. The end is in sight, though - Slope Day in 3 more days!!!
- Lizzardie, at 4:58 PM
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